Fleeting Flames

When your hands held mine, the world fell quiet

The glow of a soft, endless spring

We whispered truths beneath the moonlight

A fleeting spark, a fragile thing

But the breeze grew cold, your voice a haze

And shadows danced where fire once blazed

Your warmth lingered like a faint perfume

A promise stitched in the seams of bloom

Those fireflies, they burned so bright

Flickering dreams in the warmth of night

But morning came, your spark dissolved

A quiet ache, a hope unsolved

The sparks that lingered in the air

A fleeting dream we couldn’t share

You gave me hope and left it there

A ghost of love that went nowhere

Our whispered vows in stolen time

Now echoes in an empty rhyme

The glow i saw within your eyes

A fleeting truth turned to lies

Was it just me who fell too fast?

Caught in a moment we knew wouldn’t last

I opened the door, you walked away

The chaos whispered and i couldn't stay

The spark still lingers in my veins

A hollow warmth that love remains

And though the night still calls your name

The fire died and i'm to blame

- am i your backburner?

Killing the Bastard

I spend every single day thinking of a million ways to kill you over and over again. 

I want to push you into the abyss as deep as the despair i felt every day. 

I want to lock you in a coffin to show you how hard it is to breathe in life after i lost everything.

I want to smash your head that you never made to think about the consequences of what you've done. 

I want to poison you so you slowly feel the paralysis of all your limbs until you learn how my life has stopped after you crushed it.

I want to pull out both your eyeballs so that you understand what it feels like when your world turns dark.

I want to stab you countless times and listen to your screams of agony but nobody will help you. Not humans, not Gods, not angels, not even a single demon will reach out to you. 

I want to cut you into pieces and burn you with laughter, i will make sure not a single bone of yours remains in the world. 

You have ruined my life and i spend every single day thinking of a million ways to kill you over and over again in my mind. 

- bloodbath time

Bocah Penipu

Dia adalah laki-laki muda yang beranjak 25 tahun. 

Berambisi mengikat perempuan di atas levelnya dalam sebuah pernikahan.

Bocah dengan tampang pas-pasan, otak terbatas, berwawasan sempit dan pujangga bodoh penuh tekad menggebu-gebu berujung hanya mimpi di siang bolong. 

Bukan tipe karakter utama tapi menganggap diri paling penting. 

Merasa menjadi orang yang selalu berjuang sendirian dan "Si paling effort", kataku. 

Terlihat baik yang ternyata palsu. 

Kemampuan kosong namun selalu bersikap sombong. 

Obral janji penuh omong kosong. 

Sering lupa diri hingga tak tahu malu. 

Tak pernah merasa salah tiap menyulut amarah. 

"Hai, si penipu ulung! Kenapa kau tersinggung ?" 
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